Am I not pretty enough

Is my heart too broken?

Do I cry too much?

Am I too outspoken?

Don’t I make you laugh?

Should I try it harder?

Why do you see right through me?

I live, I breathe, I let it rain on me,

I sleep, I wake, I try hard not to break,

I crave, I love, I’ve waited long enough,

I try as hard as I can.

Am I not pretty enough?

Is my heart too broken?

Do I cry too much?

Am I too outspoken?

Don’t I make you laugh?

Should I try it harder?

Why do you see right through me?

I laugh, I feel, I make believe it’s real,

I fall, I freeze, I pray down on my knees,

I hope, I stand, I take it like a man,

I try as hard as I can.

Am I not pretty enough?

Is my heart too broken?

Do I cry too much?

Am I too outspoken?

Don’t I make you laugh?

Should I try it harder?

Why do you see right through me?

Why do you see, why do you see, why do you see right through me?

-hesasunburn

i would like to say

January 24, 2003


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